Bad decisions lyrics

[verse]
What i saw and thought we had
Was never really there
Fleeting like whispers in the wind
I misinterpreted the stairs
And even if i figured out the truth
I doubt that i would've care
Because the truth is that i’d die for you
And i know that isnt fair
So im burning this bridge
So i heal

[Chorus]
I make bad decisions
And skip all my meals
When im coming to terms with whats real
Even if thats not how awfully i feel