Damaged lyrics

I feel my body decaying
No I ain't worth saving
Laying in filth
Hiding from my guilt
My home is built upon broken dreams
That won't ever be seen from again
Drowning in apathy
I don't wanna be anyone or anything
Let me fade out of reality
So I can try to find some f*cking peace

Nobody can change me
Nobody cares to try
You don't want me
But I want you
So I hope that you'll lie

Spaced out on the floor
Too hard to care anymore
I'm always so f*cking bored
I cannot afford the words I speak
My life's too cheap
Don't you forget your place, b*tch
Now close your eyes and f*cking cry
You're wasting your time
It's over
You f*cked it
Everything's gone to sh*t
Watching the screen again
I need someone to let me in
I want some kind of connection
So hard to find any affection
I don't like you
I just want you to play pretend
Don't make me hurt myself again