Count sheep lyrics

I can't sleep no not at all
Write it down all on the wall
Count the sheep to go to sleep
Drown yourself to feel like me
I think I've felt this all before is this a lucid dream
It looks easy its not believe me
You can't change me a hammer made me
Swing on me and my being make me tougher with a beating
My heart hurts from what I'm missing
Only I have to deal with what I'm feeling