Don’t Deserve This lyrics

[Intro]
Time of the excuses
Weren't supposed to lose this
It was just for fun
And now you're holding the gun
I'm left with these bruises on my heart

[Verse 1]
How did we get here?
Wasted three and a half years
All those stupid games
That I didn't wanna pay
Now I can't take down these walls
If I try...

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't wanna be the reason
Blame it on the changing seasons
It's not my fault, after all
Not my fault...

[Chorus]
Oh, I can't blame you for leaving
I was wrong for mistreating you, baby
I was wrong
Now my heart can go on, oh
I don't deserve this
Oh, oh, uh
Ah, ah, ah
Oh, oh, oh
[Verse 2]
It was on my birthday
Didn't think it'd be the worst day
No, "How did your day go?"
Or simply just "hеllo"...
How can I ever love again?

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't wanna bе the reason
Blame it on the changing seasons
It's not my fault, after all
Not my fault

[Chorus]
Oh, I can't blame you for leaving
I was wrong for mistreating you, baby
I was wrong
Now my heart can go on, oh
I don't deserve this
Oh, oh, uh
Ah, ah, ah
Oh, oh, oh...

[Outro]
In my car, I'm crying in the Walmart parking lot
Tryna keep myself together
With everything I've got
It's not working
Oh, maybe I deserve this...