I’ll be gone soon lyrics

[Verse 1]
Yeah small talking with my ghost friends
Real people keep on ghosting
I've been tryna find a new wave cause I'm sick of drowning in this ocean
People worried about exposure I'm just happy that I wake up
Say I'm keeping my composure till I realize every f*cking day sucks
It's a lost cause, I'm a bad guy, not a popstar
I should f*ck off, let me dig deeper
I should OD where's the grim reaper when I need him
You know, my way to live is receding
Won't find what I'm seeking
My soul needs a demon to rip it apart before I get to tweakin'
I'm done (I'm done)

[Verse 2]
All this poison in my head still
In this room I'm feeling dеad still
f*ck around and take like 10 pills
I'd be gonе but I'm getting bread still
Why do I gotta go through hell here
Need a time stopper let me chill please
Get a [?], write a quick note then its bye momma, uh
Gone in a flash, hit me with lightning
Rumbling thunder I'm done with the fighting
Done with the bullsh*t it was a pipe dream
Stuck on the night shift, sun isn't rising anymore
Guess I'll stick to liking dark rooms
Power's gone I'm in a monsoon
If it don't stop I'll be gone soon
I'll be gone soon, I'll be gone soon