Sobriety lyrics

[Intro]
Ma'am, I'm gon' need you to uh, pee in this cup
Alright

[Verse 1]
Xanny, packed in my Off-White fanny
I been goin' off, I'm manic
sh*t wearing off, I'm landin'
More on the way, don't panic, ooh-ooh
Drank too much, goddamn it (Damn)
Shut that door, don't slam it
sh*t too loud, can't stand it
I can't stand it

[Pre-Chorus]
Wasted, hiding in the basement
Careful when you do me wrong
I don't ever chase sh*t
Life is what you make it
Say that when you make it
How I gonna turn it off all these expectations?

[Chorus]
I got anxiety
They told me the pill should've helped me
But I think they lied to me
Motherf*ckin' mess, I don't fit in society
Demons inside of me, f*ck my sobriety
I got anxiety
No, I won't p*ss in no cup
Know that my livеr is f*cked
Know that we livin' it up
f*ck my sobriety, f*ck my sobriеty, f*ck my sobriety
[Verse 2]
Sing me a motherf*ckin' lullaby
Hard as I'm tryin' not tryna die
Spirits, I'm tryna hide
Wide awake, thinkin' 'bout suicide
Suicide, on the line
On my mind
b*tch, I can't sleep, I'm in the deep end
f*ck the z's, unless it's O-Z's then

[Chorus]
I got anxiety
They told me the pill should've helped me
But I think they lied to me
Motherf*ckin' mess, I don't fit in society
Demons inside of me, f*ck my sobriety
I got anxiety
No, I won't p*ss in no cup
Know that my liver is f*cked
Know that we livin' it up
f*ck my sobriety, f*ck my sobriety, f*ck my sobriety

[Outro]
I know I might seem like a mess and
I got some heavy obsessions
Depression ain't easy but I'm just confessin'
I'm sick of pretendin'
I'm sick but I'm mendin'
I'm probably offendin' some b*tches with stitches, they all sacrilegious
So I'm sayin', "f*ck them" (f*ck my sobriety)
I'm sayin', "f*ck them"
I got anxiety
f*ck my sobriety
Go 'head put that sh*t in Variety (b*tch)