I Still Create (WIP) lyrics

Wonder if they'll stay easily amazed
I'm unworthy of even a praise
They will someday realize that I'm a sham
One meticulous scam

"I could never proceed" That's what I believe through the years
Fill me with shame
Let them forget my name

Oh, it's all too rough, all I made is not enough
They deserve to never be loved
Yet if I did more, more than rotting on the floor
I'd deceivе them just like beforе
Yet no matter my state
I still create

All around me are diamonds in their prime
That should outshine my cheap moissanites
Some have noticed I'm nothing but a fake
Who deserves all the hate

"I could never proceed" That's what I believe through the years
Fill me with shame
Let them forget my name

Oh, it's all too rough, all I made is not enough
They deserve to never be loved
Yet if I did more, more than rotting on the floor
I'd deceive them just like before
Yet no matter my state
I still create
It's all made up I'll keep lying 'til the end
Because my entity hungers to upend

Oh, it's all too rough, all I made is not enough
They deserve to never be loved
Yet if I did more, more than rotting on the floor
I'd deceive them just like before
Yet no matter my state
It's all part of my fate
I still create