Slowly Healing lyrics

[Verse 1]
Two sides to each knife in my back
Five stages, skipped one and went mad
f*ck dark, what you did was pitch black
I was already hopeless
My pain was first thing on your list
Got scabs from red flags that I missed
Bandaged, the wounds haven't closed yet
You sent me to my lowest

[Pre-Chorus]
Now I'm slowly healing
It's all I ever asked for
Slowly healing

[Chorus]
You never cared to know me, I hid behind the curtains
Buried all my feelings, you only saw the surface
I'm slowly healing from the girl I adored

[Post-Chorus]
(Slowly healing) From the sh*t I endured
(Slowly hеaling) It's all I ever asked for

[Verse 2]
Nеver thought you'd make the list of my friends who passed
Lost another part of me, happened way too fast
Damn, I wish that I could trust like I did in the past
Now the damage is done, and I'm broken in half
All the questions that I had seemed to answer themselves
My suspicions came to life, who's the crazy one now?
Tried to burn me with the gaslight, blow that sh*t out
I'm still reeling from the last night
[Pre-Chorus]
Now I'm slowly healing
It's all I ever asked for
Slowly healing

[Chorus]
You never cared to know me, I hid behind the curtains
Buried all my feelings, you only saw the surface
I'm slowly healing from the girl I adored

[Post-Chorus]
(Slowly healing), from the sh*t I endured
(Slowly healing), it's all I ever asked for
(Slowly healing), from the sh*t I endured
(Slowly healing), from the girl I adore