desensitized. (Remix) lyrics

[Intro]
(Mama)
(I hurt myself again, I'm sorry, mama)
(I burnt myself 'cause self-inflicted trauma)
(Old habits coming back, unlike my father)
(No, he don't wanna)

[Chorus]
I just burnt my hand on the stove top tryna feel pain
Desensitized to negative emotion, I think I might go insane
Band-Aid on my fingertip reminding me of all my old mistakes
f*cked up in my friend's car, I got vomit on my chain

[Bridge]
f*cked up in my friend's car, throwing up
Grab a glass of Henny, pour a shot, then throw it up
I can't focus, I got butterflies, they flyin' in my guts
I'm desensitized to harmin' myself, think that I might— (Cut, ow)

[Verse]
Lighter to my skin 'till it blisters from the heat
I'm removing all my socials from my phone, I just deletе
And my mama is so worried she the rеason I ain't sleep
Making sure I feel okay like every day and every week

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm sorry, mama
I hurt myself again, I'm sorry mama
I burnt myself 'cause self-inflicted trauma
Old habits coming back, unlike my father
No, he don't wanna
I'm sorry, mama
I hurt myself again, I'm sorry mama
I burnt myself 'cause self-inflicted trauma
Old habits coming back, unlike my father
No, he don't wanna
[Chorus]
I just burnt my hand on the stove top tryna feel pain
Desensitized to negative emotion, I think I might go insane
Band-Aid on my fingertip reminding me of all my old mistakes
f*cked up in my friend's car, I got vomit on my chain

[Bridge]
f*cked up in my friend's car, throwing up
Grab a glass of Henny, pour a shot, then throw it up
I can't focus, I got butterflies, they flyin' in my guts
I'm desensitized to harmin' myself, think that I might— (Cut, ow)

[Verse]
Lighter to my skin 'till it blisters from the heat
I'm removing all my socials from my phone, I just delete
And my mama is so worried she the reason I ain't sleep
Making sure I feel okay like every day and every week

[Outro]
(I'm sorry, mama)
(I hurt myself again, I'm sorry, mama)
(I burnt myself 'cause self-inflicted trauma)
(Old habits coming back, unlike my father)
(No, he don't wanna)