​desensitized. lyrics

[Chorus]
I just burnt my hand on the stovetop tryna feel pain (Pain)
Desensitized to negative emotion, I think I might go insane ('Sane)
Band-Aid on my fingertip reminding me of all of my old mistakes ('Stakes)
f*cked up in my friend's car, I got vomit on my chain (Chain)

[Verse]
f*cked up in my friend's car, throwin' up (Yah)
Grab a glass of Henny, pour a shot, then throw it up
I can’t focus, I got butterflies, they flyin' in my guts
I’m desensitized to harmin' myself
Think that I might (Cut, ow)
Lighter to my skin until it blisters from the heat
I’m removing all my socials from my phone, I just delete
And my mama is so worried she the reason I ain't sleep
Making sure I feel okay, like, every day, and every week

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m sorry, mama, I hurt myself again
I’m sorry, mama, I burnt myself 'cause self-inflicted traumas
Old habits comin’ back, unlike my father
No, he don’t want us
I’m sorry, mama, I hurt myself again
I’m sorry, mama, I burnt myself 'cause self-inflicted traumas
Old habits comin’ back, unlike my father
No, he don’t want us
[Chorus]
I just burnt my hand on the stovetop tryna feel pain (Pain)
Desensitized to negative emotion, I think I might go insane ('Sane)
Band-Aid on my fingertip reminding me of all of my old mistakes ('Stakes)
f*cked up in my friend's car, I got vomit on my chain (Chain)