​loaded gun lyrics

[Verse 1]
Rivers crossing rivers
Trying to get to all the lonely ones
Been staring in a mirror
Tired of waiting for sun that isn’t coming

[Pre-Chorus]
Took a turn now this isn’t fun
I been told this not for everyone
Drew a fate that just disappeared
We’ve been waiting for this for it feels like 50 years

[Chorus]
I took another page out of a loaded gun
Looks like I’ve become what I was running from
In our apartment in the middle of the city
I’m screaming at the top of my lungs
It looks like I've become what I was running from
What I was...

[Verse 2]
Feelings turned to blisters
Turned to callus on a broken thumb
Debated getting stitchеs
But I do this for adrenaline