Left Alone lyrics

[Intro]
(No)
I feel your hands latched on my throat
Why do I keep you close to me?

[Verse 1]
How many times do you think I'll swear
That I'll keep coming back
Even though you won't care

[Pre-Chorus]
Until I'm gone
I'll watch you wish upon a mega star
And in the end we'll fall
Across the sky to give you everything
You f*cking wanted all
Is this the part where you keep begging me
To just accept your flaws?
Your motherf*ckin' faults

[Chorus]
And when I hide behind a closed door
I'm sorry that I just don't wanna know more
Don't tell me you think I could f*cking show more
I'm anxious and I'm so sure
That I'm better when I'm left alone
[Post-Chorus]
I know I'm better when I'm left alone
I said I'm better when I'm left alone

[Verse 2]
I do better when I can forget about you
That's the deepest cut I won't cover
No need for love, I won't suffer
I don't bleed the same as no others
So what the f*ck you want from me but lots of company?
But I don't smile when you sit in front of me
Expectin' love right after what you've done to me
The day you die, yeah, they defeat the one you see
Is it my fault? Blurring up the same lines
Can't read 'em when the pain dries
We been livin' on the same lies
So that sh*t don't matter now, does it?
Remember how we were tryna save us, now f*ck it
I can keep on and on about nothin'
'Cause whenever you would try to change me, I wasn't

[Bridge]
Gonna leave me to grace you
We need to face truth
Breathe deep, escape you
Knees weak, I may lose
Off of f*cking fate to break through
But I know I'm gonna make it through the night
I don't give a f*ck about a fight
I've been putting up with it my whole life
So you need to stay the f*ck away from lyin'
[Chorus]
And when I hide behind a closed door
I'm sorry that I just don't wanna know more
Don't tell me you think I could f*cking show more
I'm anxious and I'm so sure
That I'm better when I'm left alone

[Post-Chorus]
I'm better when I'm left the f*ck alone
I'm better when I'm left the f*ck alone

[Outro]
(Feel your hands latched on my throat)
I'm better when I'm left the f*ck alone
(I keep you close to me)
I said I'm better when I'm left alone