Pain Song lyrics

[Intro]
11:01 on the beat man

[Pre-Chorus]
If it's hard to love me lil' baby I apologize
All these love scars on my heart got me traumatized
Keep it to myself so my pain isn't televised
n*ggas ain't yo' brothers it was hard for me to recognize
When I feel alone I don't ask no one for help
Arguments inside my head, been losing battles to myself
I was taught remain humble, play the cards that I was dealt
And if you don't love who you are then you can't love nobody else

[Chorus]
If he get caught up in the storm, pus*y n*gga he'll got rained on
Tryna find a way to make out, I had to brainstorm
I'ma keep on fighting all these demons 'til this pain gone
Ever since you left my heart keep singing all these pain songs
Weight on my chest, I can't breathe
I've been trapped in your lies, I can't leave
I can show you real, just follow my lead
Please hold me down, that's all that I need

[Verse]
Baby I fell in love with your energy
I can never give you all of me, just what's left of me
I can always tell when they gon' leave I peep them tendencies
Who you know can heal a broken heart, I need the remedy
These tears weighin' heavily
Just another sad song that's been playing in my head
You can never take back all that mini sh*t you said
Ain't tryna be in the streets, found a better way instead
How she tryna hit my phone, she used to leave my ass on read
[Bridge]
n*ggas tryna live it up with me but left me out for dead
I'ma drop another bag for every tear I had to shed
Never buy into the hate, don't let it get inside yo' head
And if the love is genuine then I should never have to beg
I told you that I needed you, you let me down repeatedly
I'ma make sure you regret the way you treated me
Peeped your true colors, you ain't never have respect for me
So f*ck you and your feelings and I say that sh*t respectfully

[Pre-Chorus]
If it's hard to love me lil' baby I apologize
All these love scars on my heart got me traumatized
Keep it to myself so my pain isn't televised
n*ggas ain't yo' brothers it was hard for me to recognize
When I feel alone I don't ask no one for help
Arguments inside my head, been losing battles to myself
I was taught remain humble, play the cards that I was dealt
And if you don't love who you are then you can't love nobody else

[Chorus]
If he get caught up in the storm, pus*y n*gga he'll got rained on
Tryna find a way to make out, I had to brainstorm
I'ma keep on fighting all these demons 'til this pain gone
Ever since you left my heart keep singing all these pain songs
Weight on my chest, I can't breathe
I've been trapped in your lies, I can't leave
I can show you real, just follow my lead
Please hold me down, that's all that I need