Message, Delivered From the Departed lyrics

[Verse 1: Mika Melatika]
So, where's my happy end?
The one you promised me back then
I held on to your words I hoped were true
But now I'm sad again
Let's stop this play pretend
To feel the eyes that never end
They sting your skin, their patience thin
I suffer for your (I don't think I can say this)

[Verse 2]
And it's not like I have nobody, but
Some days I question if you cared about me
Am I sick at heart? Am I too f*cked up? (Bad)
Deluded from a fantasy
Preaching lies, seeking smiles
Keep it hidden and don't erupt
Just laugh away the thoughts of insecurities

[Interlude: Mika Melatika]
(Okay. So, for this part I'm gonna say something cool like a cool quote and then you're gonna edit it, so that it's gonna sound like an aesthetic lo-fi, uh, song, so, yeah. Can we do that? C-Can we do that? I think?)

[Chorus: Mika Melatika]
I can't get over it
Over all the little sh*t
I got so used to this soft abuse
I made excuses for your amusement
We had enough of this
The lying, waiting, dragging under
Is decency such a rarity
You constant lying motherf*cker?
[Interlude: Mika Melatika]
(Motherf*cker, motherf*cker, I should not have said that word, because I need to monetize my channel at one point)
Sumangga, mas Udin

[Verse 2: audioTopia, Mika Melatika, Both]
Janc** 'i 'ndi janji-janjimu?
Lambe, lambe lamis, 'mung nggawakake tangis, bengis
Jaremu setia sampai mati? Alah, tai
'Ra arep ngundang "sliramu", tapi "raimu"
I bathe in waterfalls of tears through the day and night
Nightmare I can't wake up from, no matter how I tried
How long? Abot, tobat nandhang lara
Forgive my sin, duh Romo, gngsun kepingin moro

[Chorus: Mika Melatika & audioTopia]
I can't get over it
Over all the little sh*t
I got so used to this soft abuse
I made excuses for your amusement
We had enough of this
The lying, waiting, dragging under
Is decency such a rarity
You constant lying

[Outro: Mika Melatika]
Whatever