Infantilized lyrics

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[MaZz]
Bae

[PinkPantheress & MaZz]
I'm not really infantilized
You say you don't need the alphabet
No way, I do it for hours (Uh-huh)
If I had a time machine I'd go back to the time you were okay
You weren't much of a coward
(Ah) [?], you're dead (You're dead)
You'll pay (You'll pay)
Everyday for hours, I'll be alone
I'm not really infantilized
You say you don't need the alphabet
No way