Apology lyrics

[Verse 1]
I think I've lost my pride
I only learn the hard way, always has to be my way
I'm never giving up
And when I'm in too deep, I just try and keep pushin'

[Pre-Chorus]
But I keep on cutting people off and
Suddenly, I'm left here all alone
I know that they meant well and I'm the wrong and
But really it is all in my head
I don't know my own cost and pay for that
And now I wake up and wake up and wake up
To the same day

[Chorus]
So I owe myself an apology
I'm so mean to me
I'm so mean to me
I wouldn't do this to anyone

[Verse 2]
Now I can't seem to hide
All the rules that I make, I break straight away
And I tried, I tried, I tried to leave, I tried to stay
And then it always, it just stays the same
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm loosing my mind
I think I'm going insane

[Chorus]
So I owe myself an apology
I'm so mean to me
I'm so mean to me
I wouldn't do this to anyone
I owe myself an apology
I'm so mean to me
I'm so mean to me
I wouldn't do this to anyone, anyone

[Bridge]
So leave me, leave, leave me alone
'Cause I don't wanna do this anymore
I thought I hit the low, I didn't know
I didn't know what's coming afterwards
So leave me, leave, leave me alone
'Cause I don't wanna do this anymore
I thought I hit the low, I didn't know
I didn't know what's coming afterwards

[Chorus]
So I owe myself an apology
I'm so mean to me
I'm so mean to me
I wouldn't do this to anyone
I owe myself an apology
I'm so mean to me
I'm so mean to me
I wouldn't do this to anyone, anyone