lyca lyrics

[Intro]
Yeah
All the highs get high, all the lows get
Yeah, look

[Verse 1]
I'm seeking order for a brain that's full of chaos
And money for my thoughts to the extent they found in scales
And I ain't falling for the trap, it's just the pressure that I'm weighing
I could be doing 80, but it's safer in this lane
But still I had to see the offer though
She said she hates to be alone
I said it's cause we used to herds, just like the buffalo
I'm hoping they don't count me out
Cause all my life I tried to fit
But now it seems that fam the weird is what they write about
So label me the, label me the weirdo
Meant to be the n*gga you don't see I wasn't built to hero
Never really knew what money's like at least we knew there's zero
Praying luck can touch the good fellas like we knew De Niro
It's 50 naira but counting up how many makes a fiver
I'm many hours from home but can touch and use my lyca
I said I'm missing my dad but my mother think I don't like her
I'm used to seeing the violence
And probably made me a fighter
Or stupid names to avoid it and though I'm trying to face it
The memory's been destroyed I just keep away from the void
It's called a fear of the unknown
I know I couldn't do this on my own
So I'm just glad they put the lyca on my phone
[Chorus]
It's just the lyca on my phone, fears in my head
Tears in my eyes, feel safe in my bed
And I'm holding this down nobody knows
Highs getting high but the lows getting low
It's just the lyca on my phone, fears in my head
Tears in my eyes, feel safe in my bed
And I'm holding this down nobody knows
Highs getting high but the lows getting low (Yeah)

[Verse 2]
I heard this figure I look up to call himself a thinker
And if I'm honest I just can't allow my thoughts to linger
Cause if I let them in I can't control the things they lead to
And if I do then I'm just scared they'll show we're broken people
I never talk about my past but seek a deep connection
So if I'm giving her my number then I seek affection
I hate when talk is getting small like tell me something bigger
Like how you figure out this life without a father figure
Ears peeled into my phone, she's tryna flip it on myself
I said my past is full of garbage I'm just sorting out that shelf
It's like I need a strong connection before I talk to you
And if you tell me yours then maybe I can help you through
It's just the lies we tell ourselves but secrets loosens through the night
She said she used to watch the way her parents used to fight
And she would try to keep them happy while she's skipping out her own
Her house is just the walls when peace is far away from home
She's tryna call him back, message at the tone
She's leaving many picturing, how it would look, all the hours spent on the telly
Just a modern family, Daddy's never at home
Mother's holding it down and distractions live on her phone
Of course they caught her eye scrolling on the net she found some guys
And all she's looking for is peace but everybody's got a price
She'd rather seek a fake connection over being on her own
She's chatting up these fakers with the lyca on her phone
[Chorus]
It's just the lyca on my phone, fears in my head
Tears in my eyes, feel safe in my bed
And I'm holding this down nobody knows
Highs getting high but the lows getting low
It's just the lyca on my phone, fears in my head
Tears in my eyes, feel safe in my bed
And I'm holding this down nobody knows
Highs getting high but the lows getting low (Yeah)