I aint in my head lyrics

COKE ON MY FACE
I NEED THIS PAIN
I BREAK NOT BROKE
IM f*ckED TODAY
f*ck OUT OF MY MIND AND f*ck WHATCHU SAY

AYE

YOU CAUSED ME ALL THIS MISERY
YOU JUST A f*ckIN MEMORY
YOU HATE AND BLEED BUT I DONT SEE
WITH ALL THIS BLAME I KNOW YOU MISSIN ME
f*ck OUTTA MY MIND YOU HOE
THE f*ck YOU WANT FROM ME

YOU SAY ITS OVER
BUT I AINT IN MY HEAD
WHEN THOUGHTS ARE SOBER
I THINK OF YOU INSTEAD

DROP DEAD
A BULLET UP IN MY FACE
I BET MY SUICIDE WONT NUMB THE PAIN

ALL I WANT
ITS PLAYING UP IN MY HEAD
IM GETTIN HUNG UP
I WANNA BLOW MY BRAIN
I CHOKE
I KNOW
I DO SOME BLOW
I NUMB THE PAIN ITS ALL FOR SHOW
(All of these drugs)
THE ONLY COPING MECHANISM I KNOW
(can't get enough)

ONE SHOT IT AINT THAT EASY
TWO THREE MORE THOTS HATE THAT FEELING
DO MORE DRUGS TO MASK THE BLEEDING
NO MORE PAIN I SAY THIS EVENING

ITS 3 AM
I CANT f*ckIN SLEEP
ALL THESE f*ckIN DEMONS KEEP ON HAUNTING ME
I CLOSE MY f*ckIN EYES BUT GET NO f*ckIN REST
IM HUNG UP ON ALL THESE WORDS I CANT GET OFF MY CHEST
I SCREAM AS THE PAIN GETS LOUDER EVERY f*ckIN DAY
IM TWISTED IN MY THOUGHTS I AINT f*ckIN YOU AYE
I JUST WANT YOU TO SEE ME
NOT TO f*ck ME OFF BLEEDING
BUT STILL YOU AINT f*ckIN YOU JUST f*ckIN LEFT ME OUT SEETHING

YOU SAY ITS OVER
BUT I AINT IN MY HEAD
WHEN THOUGHTS ARE SOBER
I THINK OF YOU INSTEAD
DROP DEAD
A BULLET UP IN MY FACE
I BET MY SUICIDE WONT NUMB THE PAIN

ALL I WANT
ITS PLAYING UP IN MY HEAD
IM GETTIN HUNG UP
I WANNA BLOW MY BRAIN

COKE ON MY FACE
I NEED THIS PAIN
I BREAK NOT BROKE
IM f*ckED TODAY
f*ck OUT OF MY MIND AND f*ck WHATCHU SAY

I CHOKE
I KNOW
I DO SOME BLOW
I NUMB THE PAIN ITS ALL FOR SHOW
(All of these drugs)
THE ONLY COPING MECHANISM I KNOW