Suicidal lyrics

Now this is real I was playing with my dog and got shot I hate being treated like dogs like we can brawl you got a saw I got a minigun to end ya life but you sliced me that ended my whole life like a swipe I'm crying about dying outside like I'm just not that proud

(verse 2 @MERCEDESSSSS)
I’m sad i’m suicidal
It feels like i’m alone when i’m around people
When I’m alone I cry i wish i would die
Suicidal is how i feel