​ask a higher power lyrics

[Intro]
You spin round and round inside my head
(Ask a higher power for an answer or even a sign)
How you'll care when I'm lying on my deathbed
(Shoutout, Filo on the track and for this epic bassline)
Shoutout, Filo on the track
(How you'll care when I'm lying on my deathbed)

[Verse 1: Mezha]
Don't wanna tell you, you know, inside I care still
I swear I'm over you but you know that I never will
'Cause I lay down to sleep and then I pop a f*cking pill
Because the thought of you makes me sick, it makes me ill
The past three years have been a mess and been a waste of time
Ask a higher powеr for an answer or even a sign
Causе it'll be my loving when the planet's stars align
Shoutout, Filo on the track and for this epic bassline

[Chorus: Mezha]
You spin round and round inside my head
All I want is you but I know that you want me dead
So when I'm all alone, I think about what you said
How you'll care when I'm lying on my deathbed
You listen to my songs, you know the words, line for line
But when I hit your phone, I know that you won't give me time
Ask me if I'm feeling good, you know I'll say that I'm fine
Because the thought of you just makes me feel so dead inside
[Post-Chorus: Mezha]
Don't wanna tell you, you know, inside I care still
I swear I'm over you but you know that I never will
'Cause I lay down to sleep and then I pop a f*cking pill
Because the thought of you makes me sick, it makes me ill

[Verse 2: KidSnorlax]
O-O-Oh, oh, I wish it wasn't ever real
Crying in my bedroom every night but I can never feel
Every f*cking day, I wanna move on so I'll f*cking heal
Razor blades all on my jeans, while my blood on the f*ckin wheel
Y-You called me, I'm going crazy all again
Spin round and round inside of my head
Wanna watch me die so slowly on your bed
With my f*cking floor covered in red
Baby, hold me close, I wanna see you again
Find me in the bathroom with a f*cking blade
All my f*cking tears, I cannot ever change
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[Chorus: Mezha]
You spin round and round inside my head
All I want is you but I know that you want me dead
So when I'm all alone, I think about what you said
How you'll care when I'm lying on my deathbed
You listen to my songs, you know the words, line for line
But when I hit your phone, I know that you won't give me time
Ask me if I'm feeling good, you know I'll say that I'm fine
Because the thought of you just makes me feel so dead inside
[Outro: Mezha]
You spin round and round inside my head
All I want is you but I know that you want me dead
So when I'm all alone, I think about what you said
How you'll care when I'm lying on my deathbed
You spin round and round inside my head
All I want is you but I know that you want me dead
So when I'm all alone, I think about what you said
How you'll care when I'm lying on my deathbed