how to live lyrics

[Verse]
I don’t wanna be preachy but I think the [?] got it right on one thing
The world isn't girls or these pearls or these drugs it's all about your one being
There’s nothing to [?] off this knowledge, the fruits of these labors are nothing
‘Cause really you know after all of these shows you’ll be left just all lonely

I can’t f*cking live in the past
N-gas think that I get lit ‘cause I rap
N-gas take sh*t, no subscription for that
(uh)

To live up provisions they had in the past
Isolation means [?] gon’ expire her
They get lit, they blow up
Just like some fireworks

I realize that when they all soared to the sky
That means you’re in public
And you're an explosion, means that you’ll die
This ain’t firestorm
There’s no type of war
I don’t intend to offer anything besides these words
Eh, n-gas don’t listen
Alright it hurts

But I must use my position to describe this curse
That I see inflictions inside of these young minded consumers
Consuming’s just buried their life
Thinking that one bad night could just ruin their lives
When in fact, it's the opposite most of the time
It was my ego that made me a cutter
I thought existence was for me to suffer
And that’s what I preached, and I really believed it
Not believing that's a piece of [?]
This mansions designed to conquer my share of the market

Young and dumb, born just to crash
Before they blossom
The way that you profit, laid in a coffin
Creating the faces in shapes that’s appalling
Guardian angel, my heart has been strangled
By sane people obviously I can’t reach

Obsession with rarity
Except for therapy
Don't want your story
And not no belief

They want a war, the climax not peace
So they have something displayed on they screen
It doesn't matter and I cannot see
This generational trauma exceeds
Everything
Everything

[Outro]
I don’t need no speed
I don't need no heroine
I don’t want no coke
You can keep your ketamine
I’m based on junkie, uh
I’m based on junkie, uh
I’m based on junkie, uh
My [?], yuh