WHAT THE WATER GAVE ME lyrics

[Verse]
Trying my best to stay sober
I thought what I worked for is over
Maybe the last hurrah can wait until I get my sh*t straight
It's like a new set of angel wings
When I get back to the water
Maybe when I go down under
All of the sh*t I feel won't bother
I'm trying my best but it ain't good enough
Everything that I've done doesn't pay enough
Maybe the things that feel so simple really isn't for me