Diazepam lyrics

[Intro]
Touched by the hand of diazepam
Don't count no sheep, I count the milligrams it takes to numb my brain
Sleepless and belligerent
Lifeless eyes, aching joints, sweating like a b*tch

[Verse 1]
Succ*mb to death, I’m going blind
Foggy eyed, lacking piece of mind
Fallen is the fog, eyes rotating up into the skies
Oh God, I wish I could turn the hands of time
I'm gone and all I can think is
Wish mother had picked up my call
Eat the barrel, kick the bucket, watch me paint these walls
Goddamn

[Verse 2]
My lips are cracking up, my fingers start to shake
Feel like hanging from my nеck, no escape, no escapе
Goodbye, forget my f*cking name
Cold hands dangle from the ceiling fan

[Bridge]
Quiver, bloody red eyes
The stench grows, consumed by flies
They said he would finally do it
Years go by, nobody knew I was
Lit up like a fire, burning brain cells, feeling sick
I wish that I could down these pills and put an end to all this sh*t
Can't bring myself to hurt my mother, I just wanna top myself
But I’m a pus*y footing f*cker, all I'll do is run my mouth again
[Outro]
String me up
f*ck