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[Intro]
(Stream my music so I don't kill myself)
(disoc8)

[Verse 1: disoc8]
RCs, all alone 'cause I'm so f*cking hurt
Can you treat me like sh*t? Baby, show me what I'm worth
Every time I fall in love, I get so much worse
Push me to my f*cking limits, show me what I so deserve
Searching up for ways to end it all online
I wanna make your pretty face regret and see the f*cking signs
You're so awful, I-L-Y
I'm so toxic, but I'll still try
Pretty lil' slits, press send in the GC
Razor so sharp, it makes cutting so easy
Doing all these drugs 'cause I'm oh so greedy
Baby, if I share, can you never ever leave me?
But I don't wanna f*ck, I feel disgusting
I keep blacking out, edging closer to nothing
I'm your lil' junkie, tell me how you love me
Even if I kill myself, it's all for f*cking nothing

[Verse 2: luvwillow]
Shut the f*ck up, I don't even wanna know you
I'm so f*cking p*ssed off and I just want it all to stop
Tell me that I'm the worst and leave me for somebody else
I just wanna break myself, I don't give a f*ck
I keep on getting worse, put me in a f*cking hearse
I'm gonna die by twenty-one, nothing about this life is fun
I'm not perfect, I got skin like paper
Slit my wrist, send me back to creator
All my friends are fake and they used me
Gloomy b*tches love to seduce me
Meet up I-R-L, they're like, "O-M-G, you're dying"
Don't tell me that you love me, I know you're f*cking lying
Did too many drugs, I can't remember you
I can't remember sh*t, kill me for the fun of it
If I ever find you both, I'll f*cking kill you side-by-side
Make you grin from ear-to-ear 'cause you always wanted to die
(Slitting my wrists 'cause I can't take it)
(I give up, I will not make it)
(Slitting my wrists 'cause I can't take it)
(I give up, I will not make it)
[Outro: disoc8]
RCs, all alone 'cause I'm so f*cking hurt
Can you treat me like sh*t? Baby, show me what I'm worth
Every time I fall in love, I get so much worse
Push me to my f*cking limits, show me what I so deserve
Searching up for ways to end it all online
I wanna make your pretty face regret and see the f*cking signs
You're so awful, I-L-Y
I'm so toxic, but I'll still try
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