​the sirens wailed as my heart gave out lyrics

[Chorus]
I'm having trouble trying to breathe
I can't find the will to live
I'm just so [?] happiness and warmth that you give
Would you still love me if I died inside of your bathroom?
'Cause I'm crying for help, and nobody's coming to save me
'Cause I'm just so ugly, and I'm just so tired
[?] and I just can't sleep tonight

[Verse]
I remember everything you said to me
That I'll never be good enough
Do you see [?]
Just rot with me
[?]
Being happy without you made you sick

[Chorus]
I'm having trouble trying to breathe
I can't find the will to live
I'm just so [?] happiness and warmth that you give
Would you still love me if I died inside of your bathroom?
'Cause I'm crying for help, and nobody's coming to save me