​blood soaked hands lyrics

[Intro]
The numbers, what do they mean?

[Verse 1: kxtamine]
Dying with my shawty is the way I wanna go
Numbers goin' up, make me think I'm gonna blow
Only want her, I don't care about the hoes
Slitting my wrist, I got bloodstains on my phone

[Chorus: kxtamine]
He wanna die, I did it first
I got blood up on my shirt
So much self-harm, it don't hurt
Shawty want me in a skirt
Obsessing, I'm a stalker
Heart inside my locker
Think she know I watch her
Think I need a doctor
Blood soaked hands
I'm off molly, I'm off Xans
I won't stop till I got fans
Say she like it 'cause I'm trans
I got pill shaped bottles
And we goin' full throttle
She said I'm sexy, I'm a model
Pockets so damn fat, I'll waddle
[Verse 2: kxtamine]
I got bloodstains on my phone screen
I'ma beat the b*tch up, she said that I'm mean
Goin' so damn crazy
On thе dash, I'm doin' eighty
Strappin' up jus' like the Navy
Think I'm goin' so damn crazy

[Verse 3: luvwillow]
Evеry day's the same without you around
I think of your voice and I miss the sound
And I can't cope with all of this pain
Lack of serotonin in my brain
Something's wrong with me, I don't know what it is
I just really want to know how I got like this
You're in my dreams, you're stuck in my head
I hate the day we met, I should've stayed in bed

[Chorus: kxtamine]
He wanna die, I did it first
I got blood up on my shirt
So much self-harm, it don't hurt
Shawty want me in a skirt
Obsessing, I'm a stalker
Heart inside my locker
Think she know I watch her
Think I need a doctor
Blood soaked hands
I'm off molly, I'm off Xans
I won't stop till I got fans
Say she like it 'cause I'm trans
I got pill shaped bottles
And we goin' full throttle
She said I'm sexy, I'm a model
Pockets so damn fat, I'll waddle