​im drinking alot because i thought you died but you didnt and i kinda wish you did, this isnt fair lyrics

[Verse]
What do you mean?
You don't love me anymore?
What do you mean?
You don't love me anymore?
You don't love and that's okay
I thought that you would f*cking change
Do-do, da-do-do
Da-do-do, da-do-do (Why can't we be friends?)
Da-do-do, da-do-do
Da-do-do, da-do-do (Why should I—)
Go away?
Why should you get to stay?
Why should I go away?
Why should you get to stay? 'Cause
I'm feelin' so insane
You said "Let's leave this in the past
Let's not be friends," like
What the f*ck? That's not fair
That's stupid, I hate you
I don't mean that, you are the only girl I loved