Lessons lyrics

[Intro: Cristian Moya]
Don't really think I'm liking it in here
I don't feel good, 'cause I fear
Whoever may be standing in my ear
Is a hurtful, lonesome man, and

[Chorus: Cristian Moya]
I don't wanna say if it's just me
But, I feel like we've dug ourselves too deep
I wanna take a look around
And gather the lessons, gather the lessons
And realize
The answer is the question, and
I don't wanna
I won't fold
I need a bigger thought, another lesson
I don't wanna
I won't fold
I need a bigger thought, another question

[Verse 1: Zach Boucher]
Deep in the surface
I've been, searching for purpose
Certain I don't have a plan
Can barely say that I've been worth it
I've been hurtin, workin, learnin
Never said that I deserve this
I've been doing this for so long
Yet pick apart all my verses
I'm flawed, I get it
Some sh*t I say I've regretted
Can only put back the pieces
And that's the bar that I'm setting
I try to better myself
But couldn't without a lesson
I bottle this negativity
Point it like it's a weapon
I'm tryna write me a message
So I can read it back and polish
I learn from my mistakes
Way more than a book from college
I've got so many white lies
That I lock inside of the closet
No other option in this gossip
So I wouldn't break a promise
Yeah, I'm f*cked
But I learn to try and deal with it
Never given up
Yet, at least, cause there's no fearing this
Do this for me peers that sticked
Drive my dreams, I'm steering b*tch
Visions in my head that aren't just cleared just yet
I hope that y'all are hearing this, cause
[Chorus: Cristian Moya]
I don't wanna say if it's just me
But, I feel like we've dug ourselves too deep
I wanna take a look around
And gather the lessons, gather the lessons
And realize, the answer is the question, and
I don't wanna
I won't fold
I need a bigger thought, another lesson
I don't wanna
I won't fold
I need a bigger thought, another question

[Verse 2: Collective]
b*tchin' and complainin'
I've been stewing in this rumination
It's how I spend my Tuesday night
Sitting in my room and hatin'
I should be doing something
Till that I'm approved for greatness
Proving that this hatin'
Is rubbing off from the ruined graces
But I don't wanna bother
In fact, I'm doing nadda
I wanna pop off
Been walking all along the bottom
I'm like a river boat
That's up against a whole armada
Focused on the fear
That I'll be drowining in this f*cking water
Standing for myself
Facing off against a titan
Should be taking notes from David
And his take on fightin'
I learned the lesson that these Goliaths just aren't as frightnin'
As long as you approach it right, you can f*cking slay the giant
So here I go again
Preaching like I know what's up
Trying to share the lessons
That I learn while I am growing up
I'm not a wise man
But what I know is fairly simple
Every action that you make
Has an effect that ripples
[Outro: Cristian Moya]
I don't wanna say if it's just me
I still feel there's secrets I should keep
I wanna take a look around
And gather the lessons, and gather the lessons
And realize, the answers are the questions, and
I don't wanna
I won't fold
I need a bigger thought, another question