​the sex was good! lyrics

[Verse 1]
Star-crossed lovers, but I wanna puke whenever you say it
All these long lost colors drained from my heart the moment you betrayed it
Pretty lolita fool
But you're a little older now and that's just the hard truth
But you're rocking with the big boys, scream your lungs dry
I'm a sucker for white noise
Radio static, I'm technicolour cool til' you turn me manic
And where am I tonight?
I guess you'll never know and you probably won't sleep right

[Chorus]
Now I can't think of you
It ruins my whole mood
I only painted you red out of kindness
Blame it on your childhood
I should have left, but how could I?
I guess the sex was good until it wasn't

[Verse 2]
Turns out you can't manipulatе a seasoned apathetic or whatеver version of me that you made
And I bet it cut rights to the bone
You wanted a wife and a kid and a life you could control
I've got unsaved numbers in my phone
And a god-awful tendency to love being alone
[Chorus]
Now I can't think of you
It ruins my whole mood
I only painted you red out of kindness
Blame it on your childhood
I should have left, but how could I?
Guess the sex was good until it wasn't

[Verse 3]
So break all my sh*t, incite a riot
Go play the victim, babe, I hope they buy it
Dry your alligator tears, you can't leave 'em here
You wanted love songs: Beggars can't be choosers, dear
Now I'm stone cold, it's f*cking tragic
I never loved you, no, I'm just the damage
Find myself looking back a bit more than I should
It wasn't all bad, it wasn't that good