󠁪leave me in a dusty corner lyrics

[Verse 1]
Push everyone away
I did it again
I'm so full of hate
Don't talk to me today
All the sh*t you say
Makes me so f*cking mad
I just wanted to play
Guess I took it too far again

[Verse 2]
I don't know how to get close to you, so I say things I don't mean
And then you hate me
I guess I deserve it
And I can't explain well how I really feel
So I do these stupid things
It's so childish
I just have a lot of pain in my chest and hatred
And no one seems to have enough patience
And to be honest if I would see someone like me I would give up on them too
But can you f*cking understand?
I'm so lonеly, I just need someone who's willing to get mе through this

[Verse 3]
I've been so alone
So long so f*cking long
I can't face what's in front of me
My emotions are confusing
Why you couldn't stay by my side
You left like everybody else
I can never win and that's alright
At least I'm used to it
[Verse 4]
Leave me in a dusty corner
All the memories are barely true
I try to cope by not thinking about my life
And not thinking about you
But not gonna lie the picture of
You and him and
How you've moved on so fast
It kinda struck the spot in my chest
It's kinda hard to hide