󠁪i think i want to be nothing lyrics

[Verse 1]
I think there is something wrong with my head
I can't enjoy like I used to my videogames
I sit on my bed and stare at the wall
And I think I wanna be nothing
Don't wanna feel anything
Not anger or joy
Don't wanna see anything
All these people I ignore
I'm still learning how to be myself
Why it feels so impossible

[Chorus]
And all the b*tches I fumbled
All the bridges I burned
They're haunting me in my nightmares, I don't wanna return
To those dark old days
I was confused and afraid (I was confused and afraid)
And all the people in my life
Were they ever real?
Are my memories really mine?
Or implantated?
Guess I'll never know
But it doesn't matter anymore
I'm so f*cking bored
[Verse 2]
I hope you really mean the things you say
I know I did bad, I'm sorry for my ways
But I want make up for it and save my face
But I'm still unable to believe in better days
I have to live with my past, I can't run away
I can't really change, I've tried
And sometimes even I can't explain
Why I say these things that hurt you
I say things that hurt you

[Chorus]
And all the b*tches I fumbled
All the bridges I burned
They're haunting me in my nightmares, I don't wanna return
To those dark old days
I was confused and afraid (I was confused and afraid)
And all the people in my life
Were they ever real?
Are my memories really mine?
Or implantated?
Guess I'll never know
But it doesn't matter anymore
I'm so f*cking bored