󠁪im so sorry (& im back) lyrics

So I guess
A lot of things has changed
But also f*cking nothing
I'm still the same
And I'm still learning
Trial and error
Im always f*cking failing
But the way i failed in your eyes, really got me thinking
I can't really change
But I will die trying
Suppress all the filth
Be a f*cking decent human being?
Leave it up to me
To f*ck it all up
After all, it is my life
I'm sorry I let you down

So hey, I'm back
Same stories different people
Think by now I should've been wiser
But I can't live up
To who you want me to be
But I'll get back up on my feet
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
Say I'm a xo_willow clone
While you make f*cking scenecore
Have you ever heard something like this?
I think you are full of sh*t
I have the right tools in my hands
A little bit of talent in my brain
A few things I want to say
Your sound is awful it's all the same

I don't care about you people
Sharing your songs in discord servers
Friends j*rking off in the comments
Stressing over numbers and plays

Say what you want about me
Too many friends lost, I stopped counting
You know I'll always be there if you change you're mind
But I can't see in your head, so for now it's goodbye

So hey, I'm back
Same stories different people
Think by now I should've been wiser
But I can't live up
To who you want me to be
But I'll get back up on my feet
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry