Self Vilification lyrics

[Verse 1]
It’s me Talani Four
Found myself an open mic
You’ll prolly just show me the door
Not gonna see me any other night

I might
Start a fight
Say some things that arent quite right
Get banned from everywhere
And take my flight
Go out of sight

Makin no sense like thirsty dudes on the internet
Lifes a cringe compilation days full of regret
Fallin constantly for girls i ain't never met
Declined from my dream school but at least i ain't got no debt

Yeah
Its wacky

See me tweet
Every week
Garbage every timе I speak
Listenin to kkb
Whenеver i beat my my meat
It’s a life filled entirely of remorse and pain
My whole life I considered myself truly insane

All day, a flow of trash circulates my brain
Strokes of genius with an unfortunate dark strain

Im degenerate
Suicide, considered it
But im absurdist
Stayin lucid while I’m throwin sh*t

[Chorus]
This motherf*cker here is so crazy

Put your hands in the air for Ea the playa

This motherf*cker here is so crazy

The chaos child from the future that’s tonight’s feature yo

This motherf*cker here is so crazy

Bringin anarchy might wanna run away from me

I feel like im the worst but I always make it work
Alright yeah
That’s right, yeah?
[Verse 2]
Jesus turn water to wine
Im turnin yo b*tch to mine
Way that Im posted im gettin numbers when postin up online

Met a girl with her soldier boy on the screensaver
f*cked her raw, f*ck the troops, he can't cry to me later

Watch my film roll to charge your JO Crystal
Haters tryna talk, they can't handle this flow

Lob a molotov at a cop from the drop top
People tryna hate on me but I just won't stop

Brains a runaway train it’s a locomotive
With some loco motives
Man my soul is broken

John coltrane way
But not sayin that i innovate
Style off the railway
Try to keep up with my pace

Was a good kid in a team full of bad boys
Rolling out lookin like Dumars in Detroit
f*ck around clowin still kill it like Ty Lee
f*ck em up good stay styling and smiling

I subvert all expectations thrown at me
Paradoxical styles, my life is all comedy

Hella antisocial but i got a bit of style
Ain't afraid of crowds, and that’s carried me for miles

When I’m gone I’m hoping my funeral isnt slanderous
Trying to leave a legacy without going Ozymandias

An embarrassed provocateur
Reckless self saboteur
Spotlight on me, stick around all my voyeurs

[Chorus]
This motherf*cker here is so crazy

Put your hands in the air for Ea the playa

This motherf*cker here is so crazy

The chaos child from the future that’s tonight’s feature yo

This motherf*cker here is so crazy

Bringin anarchy might wanna run away from me

I feel like im the worst but I always make it work
Alright yeah
That’s right, yeah?

[Outro]
f*ck it sometimes you gotta check yourself, but you always gotta remember to love yourself