​why do i exist lyrics

[Intro]
Pale lips
Bags under my eyes
Alone after midnight
Too numb to cry
No friends
At least I can pretend
That everyone loves me
Except that's a lie

[Verse]
What happens when I die?
Will people take their time
Shedding their tears?
Or did I waste all my years?
What happens if I stay?
No promise I'll be okay
'Cause life can get hard
And it tears me apart

[Outro]
Bruises
Wounds behind my back
From people who stabbed me
With hate in their eyes
I'm over
Because I'm a loner
My pain is my closure
Why do I exist?