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[Verse 1]
Life's hard man, even if ya can't decide
Seems like I couldn't get a b*tch even if I tried
That's a lie, I swear I'm doing fine
But I can't roll snake eyes and ever get behind
Two steps forward, three steps back
Reverse escalator man I'm stuck in a trap
f*ck all you haters that saying I can't rap
Man I know who's waiting just to knife me in the back
You call us friends? I call you a faggot
Enough of the bullsh*t, man I've motherf*ckin' had it
You a sad b*tch, just a sad dent
You could even call these lyrics a letter of intent

[Bridge]
Man, in my mind I like to think that I've changed
But the truth is, there's no f*cking way
I'm the same man I was five years ago
Nothing's changed, still the same
Still a fiend at heart ya know?

[Verse 2]
Doctor says I'm getting better
sh*t never gets better, just a different kind of worse
Fleeting bits of happiness before the bubble bursts
Then I'm back to snatching up some old lady's f*ckin' purse
I f*ckin' hate myself but you learn to live with it
All the pain and problems from being a piece of sh*t
I f*ckin' hate myself but you learn to live with it
All the pain and problems from being a piece of sh*t