See, I ain't trying to be nobody's friend
And I ain't trying to please anybody
Santa I ain't bringing me no gifts, why? Because I am hella naughty
You acting hella Gotti, like we be on to nuts
See, I know people with your movement cuz I think it sucks
It switches up every five to six months and I be hating on that
And maybe that's why I'm stuck
Maybe that's why I ain't making no paper, cuz
I'm an innovator and that means the cash comes later
Favours? Nah, b*tch, don't ask me for sh*t
You know I'm bad at saying no so you take advantage of it
I'm growing back into being the b*tch
I'm turning back into me, when you give your life to the public that's a deal that lasts eternally
It's hard on me, cuz I be saying too much
Like lately, suicide been on my mind daily and it sucks
All I really wanna do is smoke methamphetamine, and sniff ketamin
f*ck it dawg, I'm down for anything!
Lately, I been f*cking up and sniffing hella blow and sh*t
That yola makes my mind go crazy and I know this sh*t
But when I'm hella stressing, I wreck up a ball up and roll up dollar bill and seconds later I be feeling just fine
Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine
Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine
Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine
Don't mind me, I'm just stuck in the trees
That's my negativity to me is like a f*cking disease
It don't come by the season, it don't even always have a reason
Even when I'm bleeding, barely breathing and heaving(?)
I still feel it so strongly, like what's going on with me?
I've felt this way my whole life like what's wrong with me?
I hate when people confuse sadness with depression
It's not a f*cking wannabe session, it's like an unstoppable obsession
That leach on your attention, an overwhelming tension
It's a lifelong battle so don't you dare mention depression
When you just going through a break up
Cause I be sick to my stomach the moment I wake up
Hey but, I guess it could be worse
I talk about this sh*t too often because this sh*t still hurts
But at least I got my friends, and at least I got my pen
And honestly that's all I really want and need in the end, right?
Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine
Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine
Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine
Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo, dawg, I'm feeling fine