This is the last chance, that im gonna give you
To let me down, only god knows why I feell you
To be real you, are something ive always hated
Something that in life I thought was supposed to be sacred
But I had to fake it, take it- in -as a kid
Learned in life, you can never depend
On anybody, anything, any set schedule
Every time I think ive gotten comfortable, they let go
Said so, thats the reason behind everything I do
In fact, impulsive actions brought me to you
Seeing thru everything you tried to hide in the beginning
Even blind to your reflection & the sinning
That you brag about- when I tag, I mouth
Words- underneath my breath, they come out from in my chest
Im impressed, that the fabrications that you shoot thru my ears
Sounded so pretty, pity party, part- if we, lift thee
Blindfold made of bricks , up off my eyes
And the chain to my stomach, then I'll realize
All you told was lies, loved to see me cry
& never gonna be another love like you & I
Words cannot describe, what I felt inside
Demons pushing out from in stomach & I died
That summer that you left me, promised you would get me
Exactly what you gave me & it made me
Just a little crazy, just enough
To be cold hearted, guarded, interior rough, f*ck
Left me so f*cked up, I think you scarred this b*tch for life
Boys are just b*tches, they play games & some play it right
I dont trust nobody cuz people'r all the same
& dont expect perfection cuz you'll be the one to blame
Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, not nice
Never ever gonna trust another sl*t in in my life
But if I fight, urges that I hold back
f*ck her up when I see her & ill make a whole track
About the victory, b*tches love the di*k ya see
p*nis is the prize possession- they love to be
Imagining, they were me, so they chase after my boyfriends
Sucking di*ks better than prostitutes, noise ends
Toys bend when I slash em, never gonna pass em
Cuz im on that p track, hoodrats, we dont need that
See that, I be killing em, apples, I be peeling em
How you like it now ? Coming down to the ceiling im
Sittin on the roof, sitting upside down
At a different perspective & damn I really see it now !
Seeing how- I could be so- whats the word ?
Gullable, & loveable, so mother f*ck the world
How could it be so cruel to me when all I do is desecrate it
Karma wants ta box & I really f*cken hate it
Even waited, hesitated--> when she stepped to me
Still said it like, b*tch, you better bring your best to me
Left me so f*cked up, I think you scarred this b*tch for life
Hoes are just b*tches, they play games & some play it right
I dont trust nobody cuz people'r all the same
& dont expect perfection cuz you'll be the one to blame