Too Numb lyrics
by Sha EK
[Chorus]
I'm too numb in this sh*t, I be missin' my kid, look at all of this sh*t that I did
I was the one puttin' food in the fridge, how you be wishin' I go do a bid?
This sh*t be sad, pick up my gun everytime that I'm mad
Lose myself, but they could not take my dead
Four years in, time movin' fast
[Verse 1]
All of them holidays I done missed, I wasn't there at thanksgiving
You too young to understand my life, it get dangerous the way that I'm livin'
They never love me, I don't know why
Fans in my comments, telling me to die
Too many sh*t, that I'm holding inside
When I crash when I spin, n*ggas wonder why?
All this fake sh*t around me, I did too much for n*ggas to clown mе
I can't help when I ride, I can sеt a bounty
It be n*ggas that different, that always try to line me
And my heart gettin' colder, done with the fake love, b*tch, I'm older
Who can I lean on, and cry on they shoulder?
Everyone left, when they thought it was over
[Chorus]
I'm too numb in this sh*t, I be missin' my kid, look at all of this sh*t that I did
I was the one puttin' food in the fridge, how you be wishin' I go do a bid?
This sh*t be sad, pick up my gun everytime that I'm mad
Lose myself, but they could not take my dead
Four years in, time movin' fast
[Verse 2]
It get cold in the bricks, you could die not totin' your sitch
Play a fool, but I'm not going out like Mitch
Who would've knew I would be where I'm at?
Make it out of letters and track
Everybody too dumb in this drill rap sh*t, but that sh*t put clothes on they back
I'm too numb in this sh*t, I'm off pain
I'm too known for this sh*t, I'on cry when I'm missing my gang
I'm too numb in this sh*t, I don't care that they left me for dead
I don't care if they took back, anything they said
[Chorus]
I'm too numb in this sh*t, I be missin' my kid, look at all of this sh*t that I did
I was the one puttin' food in the fridge, how you be wishin' I go do a bid?
This sh*t be sad, pick up my gun everytime that I'm mad
Lose myself, but they could not take my dead
Four years in, time movin' fast