​whistleblower lyrics

[Intro: wishlane]
Stuck here staring at the wall, hollow point in my back
At least make it out to the old name so I can relax

[Verse 2: wishlane]
(Last time hurt more)
I fell away in a past life
Give me hell if I can't be bothered to ask why
Keep on analysing me under a blacklight
Blow my confidence when I put it in halftime
It's keeping me tongue-tied

[Chorus: wishlane]
So could you bruise me up and I'll play the part
While I'm throwing up in the cable car
I know it's a mess, I'm doing my best
But has my best ever gotten me that far?
How can you make this worse when you're already asking
For a made-up curse in a half full glass
When it's three quarters empty
Please just resent me
There's reasons I'm planning to fall back

[Verse 2: wishlane]
Oh, no I think it's starting again
I gotta goo ghost until it reaches ahead
It's always whispering to me when I turn out the lights
Never one to decide how you like to spend your time in the red
But god help me, I think I'm making a fool of myself
You compelled me to blink away all the things that I've felt
So overwhelm me and make me run like a bat out of hell
Is it so unhealthy to run away?
(Stuck here staring at the wall, hollow point in my back)
[Verse 3: 4cf]
Find a simple equation, gotta promise you'll write
My science tore me to pages in the dead of the night
I messed up
I breathe, close in, taking advantage
Open, torn, in a bandage
Woke up missing a part of myself
(I think I'm letting you know)
No, this ain't love
No, baby, this sh*t is chemical
Can't see it clear through my eyes
They take me heretical in my tongue
Know they overstated, no trust in my balance to bring me up

[Chorus: wishlane]
So could you bruise me up and I'll play the part
While I'm throwing up in the cable car
I know it's a mess, I'm doing my best
But has my best ever gotten me that far?
How can you make this worse when you're already asking
For a made-up curse in a half full glass
When it's three quarters empty
Please just resent me
There's reasons I'm planning to fall back