NULL lyrics

[Hook]
And that's real sh*t
Running up a bag, I'ma feel sh*t
Turn it all to ash, tryna heal sh*t
Talking out your ass, I don't feel sh*t

[Verse 1]
See, I've watched dust set on the lips of the pariah
It's too many gems dropped, jaded to the advice
See, I've had a couple people say I look like the Messiah
Same answer every time "Maybe if he was white"
Let me say it to you kind , sh*t was never alright
I'm getting better with time, my limits are ever rising
Been strung along, I'm thinking I can hold myself
I feel this tugging, I don't know if I control myself
My hands of clay, these new forays are how I mold myself
Fell into them folds and let me fold myself
Pleasure seek my goal, that time was stolen, watch this gold I melt
Beneath my soul, too late, I'm sold, I know it's generations old, I can't even scold myself
I watched my father see himself in Trump
Delusions of grandeur, reduced to a man that can't handle the truth or a standard
You can't just blame the world for changing that's just stupid, pops
Propaganda streams run in them memes, are you immune or not?
See me, my new pursuit of knowledge, underway
Never fancy me the family guy, I tend to cut away
My disconnect was underplayed, growing up with nothing sacred
Everything I was, I barely bear to see my mothers face, nature took her cub away
Midwest misplaced me, I ain't faithful to no f*cking state (Uh)
Thinkin' bout how it started simple (Ayy)
I could p*ss an arc 'bout how we arc the missiles (Ayy)
No official art, it's all so artificial (Ayy)
My condolences, my life is underwritten
My assignment one-dimensional, they lined me up to get it
Catch me code switchin', b*tch I'm dicing up the script
If your alignment unconventional, survival of the fittest, good luck (b*tch)
[Hook]
And that's real sh*t
Running up a bag, I'ma feel sh*t
Turn it all to ash, tryna heal sh*t
Talking out your ass, I don't feel sh*t
And that's real sh*t
Running up a bag, I'ma feel sh*t
Turn it all to ash, tryna heal sh*t
Talking out your ass, I don't feel sh*t

[Outro]
Just know that no matter what, your true feelings are going to shine through
So don't let them get in the way of a real relationship
Everybody gets frustrated sometimes