Afraid of Living lyrics

[Sabrina Benaim]
Mom says: "Happy is a decision"
But my happy is as hollow as a pin-pricked egg
My happy is a high fever that will break
Mom says I am so good at making out of nothing
And then flat out asks me if I am afraid of dying
No, I am Afraid of Living
I am Afraid of Living
It is the moment I learn
Every person I ever come to know will someday die
It's just not that much fun having fun when you don't wanna have fun, mom

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