Missing You Instead lyrics

[Verse 1]
Wasted moments 'till there's nothing left
Golden caskets, filled with regrets
Funny how a good thing's so bad for me
Tryna get it right
But I'm playing for the wrong team

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been saying sh*t that I don't mean
To make this heartbreak, make believe
We called it love, but now it's just war

[Chorus]
I'm so sick of telling everyone:"I wish you were dead"
'Cuz the truth is, I don't hate you
I just hate that you left
I've been filling up my mind with things I wanna forget
And I should be moving on but I'm just missing you instead

[Verse 2]
Holding on tight, just a couple feet from grace
And I'm losing my head 'tryna get you off my brain
'Cuz it kills me to admit that I would do it all again
I'm still holding in tight just a couple feet from grace

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been saying sh*t that I don't mean
To make this heartbreak, make believe
We called it love, but now it's just war
[Chorus]
I'm so sick of telling everyone:"I wish you were dead"
'Cuz the truth is, I don't hate you
I just hate that you left
I've been filling up my mind with things I wanna forget
And I should be moving on but I'm just missing you instead

[Bridge]
Why is it that every time I'm boarding up my walls
You're right there to break in?
Oh, all I ever wanted was for you to walk these halls
But I watched as you left

[Chorus]
I'm so sick of telling everyone:"I wish you were dead"
'Cuz the truth is, I don't hate you
I just hate that you left
I've been filling up my mind with things I wanna forget
And I should be moving on but I'm just missing you instead