Hype On The Mic lyrics

[Verse]
Let's cut the sh*t man, you know I'm hard
I've got a boat load of bars, this is Noah's Ark
I've got my eyes wide open cah the roads are dark
I'm looking at some old photographs like "I've grown too fast"
I never wanted this sh*t, now it's my only choice
Fingers in my ears, I wouldn't listen, I'm a naughty boy
But more time I'm just misunderstood
I'm hoping one day that I get paid from this risk that I took
Always thought I'd go to uni and study hard
Become a CEO, go clear and buy my mum a yard
But f*ck it, I barely scraped it out of school
And I got kicked out of colly, I was thinking like a fool
And now I'm thinking to myself
"Yeah I'm smarter than them other kids"
I'd probably be able to focus
If I weren't thinking bout some other sh*t
I'm fighting in silence, I'm smiling while suffering
And f*cking around and bussing jokes is how I cover it
And certain teachers always told me I was shy
Cah they knew I had charisma, take the world and make it mine
Writing bars in year nine to grabbing nine bars
It's in my thoughts to bring a torch becah my mind's dark
I hear my mother crying tears when she's praying her Salat
So now I'm praying to Allah, hoping He answers her duas
Cah I know that she's been praying that I find myself a path
This f*cking industry's been sleeping on me, this is your alarm
I've been the hardest for a minute, I won't say it again
I used to go schiz but now I take out pain with this pen
I used to tell mum I'm staying with friends
These man don't know what I've done
So they think that I'm playing with them
I only spit fire, yeah I'm a dragon, call me Deborah Meaden
If they try and offer me some bullsh*t, I'll just dead the meeting
But there ain't no price to buy my freedom
Draining blood from a rock, I hold it tight man, I was squeezing
I can't sleep and yeah these demons be my reason
But they told me I ain't like these other kids
So stop f*cking around, be a boss and get your money in
In school I weren't studying
I'm just another lost child, now mummy yeah she worrying
She know that I'm advanced, all this hunger been enhanced
Malnourished, I've been starved
I had to tunnel through the dark
And it's all you can eat, I've got mouths to feed
Double that, NFL sh*t, I stick my food and then I'm running back
I tell 'em straight, ain't nobody like me
I ain't stepped in packing but my brudda might be
And she talking star signs, saying that she Pisces
We a match made in heaven, couple looking IG
But my mind isn't simple, I've seen some dark sh*t
Girl we talk about life man, I've had some hard hits
But I'm still here, I'm still breathing, still alive
Still achieving, still scheming through the night
That's a reason to survive