[Intro]
(CashMoneyAP)
J.D. baby
Listen up mane
Let me take you back
Strap up 'cause it’s gonna be a hell of a ride
(OSO with that fire boy)
Sometimes my mind be on another level
And I just can't take the pain
Wanna put a hot one in my brain
It's cold out here and I can’t....
Hold up
[Chorus]
Sometimes my mind be on another level
And I just can't take the pain
Wanna put a hot one in my brain
It's cold out here and I can't stand the rain
Sometimes my mind be on another level
And I just can't take the pain
Wanna put a hot one in my brain
It's cold out here and I can't stand the rain
[Verse 1]
Well it's me J.D
Yeah I’m here to tell my story
Nobody really listens
They just choose to ignore me
Please adore these words
That I’m spitting in your ear (In your ear)
Hey
This is something you should hear
Love don't live here anymore
It’s done walked out that front door
And it kills me to say
You made me this way
Momma kicked me out at 17 years old
First time I heard "My Story" by Z-ro
I ain't gonna lie I damn sure cried
Took off my shirt just to wipe my eyes
Momma left for a week
Left me with nothing to eat
Momma left for a week
Left me with nothing to drink
Dad said i couldn't come stay
Till Whitney and (shhh) got their own place
Brother asked if I wanna move it
Nah bruh I gotta handle this like a man
So I bagged up the E
And hit the streets
Aye mane these things right here
Going for twenty dollars each
[Chorus]
Sometimes my mind be on another level
And I just can't take the pain
Wanna put a hot one in my brain
It’s cold out here and I can't stand the rain
Sometimes my mind be on another level
And I just can't take the pain
Wanna put a hot one in my brain
It's cold out here and I can't stand the rain
[Verse 2]
(Hey)
I'm stuck between life and death
Wondering if I should live or just kill myself
My minds f*cked up I be full of them drugs
Standing on the edge and I'm ready to jump
Laid off in that er bed
Fighting for my life
Doctors telling my family
There's a chance I might not survive
Oh no he's suicidal
Send his ass to Red River
Smoking, Drinking, drowning
In this cloudy alcoholic river
Man I'm tired of sleeping on the floor
Ain't got a damn thing to call my own
To my family I was a bumb
But they gonna miss me when I'm gone
I'm tired of the pain and stress
Got a plan to end all of this
Everything I loved got took from me
Why the hell did he take you from me
I've been dealing with a lot of sh*t lately
When I have Percs and cigs I'm happy
So when you see me f*cked up
Please don't judge me
I'm tired of releasing all these tapes
Like I'm really done with all this crap
I ain't getting paid in time
I just really might be done with rap
[Chorus]
Sometimes my mind be on another level
And I just can't take the pain
Wanna put a hot one in my brain
It's cold out here and I can't stand the rain
Sometimes my mind be on another level
And I just can't take the pain
Wanna put a hot one in my brain
It's cold out here and I can't stand the rain
[Outro]
Sometimes my mind be on that level
Where I wanna put a hot one in my brain
Hear that gun shot.....
BANG!