Complicated lyrics

I really thought that I needed love
But what I really need is escaping yeah

Is it really that complicated?
For you to understand that I hate it
When you say goodbye, mm-hmm
And I don't wanna call you when I'm faded
'Cause you must really think that I hate it
When we call at night, mm

Almost 20 yet I'm clueless (first)
Cupid is so f*cking useless
Like a stranger, in my own skin
Tell me where am I supposed to begin?
To find my-

Lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love
Lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love
I really thought that I needed love
But all I really need is escaping ya

Is it really that complicated?
For you to understand that I hatе it
When you say goodbye, mm-hmm
And I don't wanna call you when I'm fadеd
'Cause you must really think that I hate it
When we call at night, mm
Is it really that complicated?
For you to understand that I hate it
(Mm-hmm)