p*ssed Off lyrics

I just woke up
My body ache but my heart numb
How do I live when my heart stop
Let me take away the pain that is eatin' up my brain

’Cause I'm p*ssed off
My body achin till I'm numb
That’s not the problem I hate though
I just need someone to blame 'cause

(Oh my god) I'm p*ssed off
My body achin till I'm numb
That's not the problem I hate though
I just need someone to blame 'cause

You said you need space, we both know that we're done
And I know about him, what's been going on
’Cause I know you too well, but not what to respond
When you say you don’t feel loved

I can't be your friend
If we can’t be lovers, then can't we pretend
That everything's fine, let's not talk ’bout the end
I want time to stop not to deal with the pain
And it's been a long time, yet here I remain
Why don't you wanna work on just fixing everything that went wrong
You just left, you just stopped trying, and I have to be strong
All my emotions, I channeled 'em into my songs, to survive
Need you to be straight, and just tell me how much of a monster I am

'Cause I'm p*ssed off
My body achin till I'm numb
That's not the problem I hate though
I just need someone to blame 'cause

(Oh my god) I'm p*ssed off
My body achin till I'm numb
That's not the problem I hate though
I just need someone to blame 'cause

I put the means to an ending
Just by the second
And if u wanna f*ck me, you got a new lesson
To learn
Baby that's what you deserve
And I know that I'm a narcissit but I
I'm so sick of this
Lookin' in the mirror and I'm hopin' that I burn
'Cause I never learn