​livestream lyrics

[Intro]
KANEDA, KANEDA

[Chorus]
I'm spinning, spinning so fast, baby, break my heart
Why don't you meet me by the bathroom?
You can kill me when you want
I just really wanna know, I just really wanna know
If you'll f*ck me up if I give you all my love
Break my bones, put me into tiny pieces
Slit my throat and make me quiet
Ask me if I'm fine, baby, I'm just crying
I don't feel good, yeah, I wanna throw up

[Verse 1]
I like self-destruction and self-harm
It's the only way I cope, so I gotta cheat the rope
She slit her cute throat, and I just wanna know
If you really loved me, then why'd you have to go?
Oh my God, it stopped being fun
Why'd you stare at me? I guess you should've run
Times out, baby, don't you pout
You're so pretty when you're dead, I'll lay your corpse in my bed

[Verse 2]
Jesus f*cking Christ, I have so much hate in my heart
Wish it would go away, I didn't want it from the start
I can't sleep, I wish you were here
It's my fault that I f*cked up
I lost something that meant so much
Do you know what it's like to live so numb?
Wishing for death, that sh*t's so dumb
I'd rather slit my wrists then f*cking move on
[Bridge]
I didn't learn my lesson
Every day I wanna give up
I hate looking at my phone
I wanna hurt myself and upload that
Livestream my suicide, b*tch, it's cute
I get closer and closer and nobody knows
Feeling like a psycho the way that it goes
I'll be gone soon, I hope that you know

[Chorus]
I'm spinning, spinning so fast, baby, break my heart
Why don't you meet me by the bathroom?
You can kill me when you want
I just really wanna know, I just really wanna know
If you'll f*ck me up if I give you all my love
Break my bones, put me into tiny pieces
Slit my throat and make me quiet
Ask me if I'm fine, baby, I'm just crying
I don't feel good, yeah, I wanna throw up

[Outro]
Wanna throw up, yeah
Wanna throw up, oh
Oh, oh-oh