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I must apologise first to the label that I
Had an altercation with I didn't mean to be the
Pre-conceived diva stereotypical rapper
I just think they was forgetting you was dealing with that
Bugzy the don dapper number one rapper
The back in the day scrapper, never lost nada
And I've never been a back stabber
Cos I'm not unlike you
So I've never wore a crap swagger
And I know the label wasn't major
But the money the offer that I made a month later
I paid the bills off so now I'm coming off the radar
f*ck a music career I couldn't care if you're a millionaire
So you can pay for your friends keep the tables and the champers
And keep looking down your nose at them gang bangers
Take the p*ss out of everyone else but every CD you make is gonna sit on the shelf
Anyway swiftly moving on mentioning no names
I saved the n*gga that was on his Kurt Cobain
I topped his money up he gave me the spare room I gave him hope I told him we'll be there soon
His mummy let me stay when he get locked away
I've never met such a kind woman til' this day and then come the day he got outta the jail house
He gave me a room I gave him a whole house but still they don't appreciate ya
You could be the very best they'll still abbreviate ya
They resent ya when you're a shaker or mover it's the way that it works
Well let me show them the way that it hurts when I succeed
You can try and copy my flex but you're not me
Keep a snake as your right hand man you'll never live to count 5 gram that's a fact
Tell 'em Bugzy said that watch dis lot
I'm an enthusiastic happy and optimistic individualistic in my characteristics
And I'm so futuristic I make a six month plan and in three weeks it's already realistic
You're materialistic you're gettin' it twisted
I like the finer things but I would rather be majestic
Look it up if you don't understand it
This is a freestyle even though the camera's candid
And it's that Bugzy Malone the wickedist ting since Sylvester Stallone made Rocky
And some say I'm cold others say I'm c*cky
I can't stand girls that get about c*ck blocking I hate guys that are like Batman's Robin
I'd rather do a backwards flip in to a coffin than be the guy that done well when he was younger then got to 35 and ended up with nothin'
I'm on a roll they say that I'm too cold the way that I spit lyrics
The way that I switch flows f*ck knows
If I am ever gonna make dough out of this town that feels like a bottomless hole it's a cold world and I'm not on about J Cole
I'm just tryna sell songs like Kanye's soul I had 8 guys 8 bikes and 8 phones and every single one of them was on a pay roll
It's the way that I work I'm an entrepreneurial motherf*cker I could probably sell the water to cordial
This is my voice I didn't f*ck with the audio this is my life I just hope you enjoy the show
I spit that real sh*t the gyaldem are feeling it mandem big it up my family believe in it
I don't give a f*ck if any DJ's are playing it
As long as they know my name and everybody's sayin' it
I'll go down in history some say it's a mystery
Why I didn't sign I was just tryna keep my dignity
I pity the fool but I don't walk around like Mr T
If only you knew why I do what I do
You really wouldn't think it's cool
Some of the things that I been through
If only you knew why I do what I do
You really wouldn't think it's cool
Some of the things that I been through
Through