The Funeral of Who I Refuse to Be lyrics

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I'm treading water to prove that I can
Keep on turning my head to ignore every hand
Won't you tell me I'm great before you disappear
Oh, the deep end's familiar, but I can't survive here
Gasping for air to get someone's attention
If he thinks I'm pretty, then there's my redemption
The payout is worth much more in my head
'Til it's there then it's gone and I drown again