Not Really Famous lyrics

[Verse 1]
If I'ma flex I'ma do this sh*t like "Wow, I'm so proud"
No cheques, no fans at my show kinda hurt like Ow, like ow
I'ma stay locked up in my penthouse, do you really think I worry about a b*tch now?
Do you really think I'ma pick up your call?
Hell nah motherf*cker, sit down
I thought I would be happy
Looks like y'all got me, fall asleep in the lobby
Marriot discounts, shoutout to my bro bro, couple people know me
Never want a photo
It's cool, no sweat
I don't even know what's left
Think I should take my meds for OCD like what is rest, oh
Can't tell you that last week I was only happy
Was supposed to blow up, I guess I'm just average
I compare myself, I feel small no lying
I don't trust y'all, stab my back so f*ck you too, I'm done with trying

[Chorus]
I'm not famous, I'm just playing
I don't feel worth the cash, all the cash that I've been making
No self-worth, no respect, got some trauma, f*ck my ex
Take a shot like this might help, can't live like that
Yeah

[Post-Chorus]
Guess I'm not really famous
Guess I'm not really famous
Guess I'm not really famous
[Verse 2]
I'ma be highkey honest, I'm depressed, f*cking mess
Stress myself right out my f*cking chest (My chest)
Check my numbers, not my texts
Hit me up, I feel pressed
I can't say no, be too nice sometimes
I need space
I should face issues, I feel misused
I don't want you to see my bad sides
Feel too close so I push back
Hate myself and they love that
Looking for a reason not to give up, give up
Yeah

[Chorus]
I'm not famous, I'm just playing
I don't feel worth the cash, all the cash that I've been making
No self-worth, no respect, got some trauma, f*ck my ex
Take a shot like this might help, can't live like that
Yeah